Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Moi's 1st Batch

Hi peeps,

Finally, after being so idle for quite some time. Moi back.

Well, life is pretty hard for moi lately. Really tough but alhamdullilah moi got strength to get through it regardless of how many stumbleness in between the obstacles.

Move on and no way of looking back become the key of continuing life apart from everything that happened.

Anyway, moi very happy to announce moi's 1st real task of handling a batch of KATANA trainee.

Altogether with Ms. Munie, our class is BOOMss..wakaka

So, moi will update the progress some other time.

Chow peeps.
Here moi post 149_batch on Pink Day.



Moi's tech class


Munie's tech class


Trainer Vs Trainee


Till to the next entry. Chow =)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Never Apologize


Things that moi desperately need to practise by saying no more sorry.

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  1. Never apologize for pursuing what makes moi happy. Even if moi need to quit job, move across country, moving forward by let him go, definitely moi will always do what moi really want to be HAPPY.


  2. Never apologize for giving your best in a relationship that just didn't work out.


  3. Never apologize for crying. Wear waterproof mascara and just channel out the stresses.


  4. Never apologize for keep on moving up and being successful. People who feel treated by the success is just a lame LOSER who doest take it as positive motivation to do the exact.


  5. Never apologize for ten kilos moi need to get rid of. People that truly care about moi will definitely accept moi regardless of the superficial.


  6. Never apologize for wearing what you like and following your own style though some other plastic wont agree but saying hey, it's too tight...too revealing...or too sexy...pretending themselves and being hypocrites but not to accept that they actually just doing the same.


  7. Never apologize for self-rewards. We women deserves it to show how much we APPRECIATE our own self.


  8. Never apologize for leaving an abusive relationship. Domestic violence is NOT tolerantly.


  9. Never apologize for setting high standard in a relationship. When it doesnt work, we need to UPGRADE not downgrade.


  10. Never apologize for making more money than your man, you work hard and deserve to get paid.


Love me even better. Way to betterness.
p/s: Saya sayang SITI NUR AIN AHMAD.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Immense Pain

Idling mode.

So many things had happened.

Desperately need strength to get through all the pain that being carried for some time.

It's totally difficult.

Ya Allah, berilah kekuatan pada hambamu ini yang semegangnya lemah.
Ya Allah, bukakan pintu hatiku untuk teruskan hidup dengan tenang.
Ya Allah, maafkan la diriku yang selama ini lupe dan lalai.



Why can i be happy like everyone else.? A real non-fake happy.


Maybe i aint deserve any.

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Ultimate Age of 2009

Happy Birthday


May Allah swt bless throughout moi's journey of life...amin



A note to Siti Nur'Ain Ahmad



Ain, happy 26th birthday.
Well, this is weirdo to write a note to urself and you are the one who writing it. Sure banyak aksi meroyan nanti ;p
2009 is pretty tough year kan?? very challenging...a lotsa of up and down...but yet pintu rezeki sentiasa terbuka...syukur alhamdullilah.
So, Ain...im so proud of u so far...
try to be strong girl k coz i know that what's u've been doing all this while...
it's ok to feel fragile at times..it's ok to be sad and lost...but it's not ok to let people keep hurting u and u keep hurting the one u love..it's doesn't work that way...it's ok to let go ain...just let it go ok...
be redha and be tawakal...
It's the key though i know it's hard...
it's way too difficult to bare...it's such an immerse pain...
Hey come on girl...
just face the pain...let it get through...it will go...it's just a matter of time...
Ain ohhh dear ain, stop being ridiculous.
I mean it..yeah i mean it for real..stop being mean..u r way too good to do or act like a jackass coz u r not like any of it at all...u got it??? stop now or u will be sorry.
So, have u notice that u have forgetting something???
Sorry i think you are pretty far of heading to nowhere...do come back...i really need you to come on the right track...
Anyway, i love you so much..
Thanks for making me happy.
I can see your effort towards everything that you do.
It's alright if certain things doesnt turn to be what you've been expected.
Give youself a chance...try to open up...it's the only way of moving forward.
Dont you think u're pretty lucky?
You have a beautiful fams and friends who always there and care...
Have you been thankful for what u have now?
Just sit back for a sec and think deeply.
Coz you are so worth it.
p/s: i love u so much so give me a favor. It's high time to see thing using your brain...not your fragile heart ok!!!