Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Wrong cycle :(

Salam & Hi korang,


Uwaaa :( moi cedeyy arini sbb xde rejeki nk qa'da pose. Red flag la plak :( No wonder la lately emo lebeyy hahaha :) Mmm it's ok la. Igt nk pose straight this whole week sbb selain niat nk qa'da pose niat skli utk cleanse kan my body. Detox week la kononnye. Hampeh :P Motif nk berdetox nyah kuman nyah toksik bagai??? Actually, moi gain few kilos since last 2 weeks back...aduyaiii rs bdn xsedap bile gain...pakai baju pn rs cm sarung nangka....hahhaha ade beza ke bkn slalu pn konsep pakaian awk ala2 sarung nangka ke cik Ainnn ooi!!!! Ehh suke suki la...ade aku kesah...hahhahaha maapkan sy yg berconflict dalaman yg kronik ni :(


Maka, niat pose dh terinterupt ditgh mgu plus niat nk berdetox pn hanya tinggi mimpi di siang hari...


These two pending tasks will be implemented by next week then :( Nasib laaa :P


Mm but there is somethg weirdo about moi's nye period cycle utk month July...suppose my cycle is between 4th up until 6 or 7 days onwards, but then this month moi got red flag on July,2 and stop 2 days after and now i got it back on July,21...Ehh pening kot hormon aku ni...fening cm tuannye :P


Anyhoots, nuthin to worry coz moi bet it's pretty normal.



Ohh yeah, currently moi handle new batch 181. Based at Menara TM a.k.a Merana TM, mmg if class ptg sure merana wey aircond cm harammm...sumpah sauna free plus free fat-burning..all in one combo :(


Pics taken dr merana TM 40th floor time mlm...cm bese gbr acah2 glow in the dark :P




Mm xtau nape tibe2 rs cm dh xgumbira keje under LDD...dr satu isu ke satu isu...and sume isu tu xjustify LDD lgsg plus rs mcm dh xde bos yg best yg bley fight/speak up for the right...team lead yg best lg super memahami...pemerintahan dh bertukar konsep...seems mcm xbond dgn superior...mybe br lg kot so xknl maka xchenta :(


Now moi work for the sake of the work itself...nothing more nothing less...if dulu happy je wat keje...sngp BER"A.J" utk keje...p/s: A.J stands for Amal Jariah...but now no more. KPI dh kena tarik blk...reason due to biz requirement kononnye...LDD is not under operation katenyee...then y trainers still perlu ke LC...LC tu ape???? bkn operation...department ulat kot...so KPI = Performance = Money. If ikut konsep algebra, in order to get good KPI must be a good performer then u will get good pay. Ohh no no...now it doesnt work that way. Anggap je xrejeki plus satu penindasan yg tak relevant plus xjustify hak LDD. Wlpn ni isu yg dh basi and lapuk but it still bothering moi coz its totally bullshitto :(


Moi is so not happy with it. Insya'Allah if i take the faith of believing that when kite ikhlas bekerja...with right nawaitu...Insya'Allah rezeki sentiasa ade utk kte...Oleh itu, sy perlu redha dan bersedia utk ditindas secara tegar.



Hidup LDD!!!



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